dang sonz

well you see, ive come to the deduction that i am no casanova. no “player”. no don juan de marco.

no gunther.

i have eight days left in this country.

i am really looking forward to playing in acertainkind. really stoked.  we are going to play a show on the 20th of february with the pharmacy and the useless fucking derelicts…that is going to be really awesome.

i started the book catch-22. its pretty darn cool so far. needless to say im stoked.

and the song wicked annabella by the kinks is really a great inspiration as of now to make music.now.

watched DIG! today. documentary about the brianjonestowne massacre, and the dandy warhols. its pretty great. but those guys are all so whiny over at the dandy warhols.

i watched apocolypto last night, with dutch subtitles. it was cool, because the movie is in maya.

i think i am almost ready to finish this book of poems that im making.  that is nice.

im almost coming home, jsut a couple more weeks in fact. kind of exciting.

today i accomplshed some things. it has been a decent day so far.

im actually feeling pretty happy.   im crushin on this girl, and shes pretty darn homely and cumfy, and interesting beyond belieff.  ive been writing a little more.  i read a good book the other day.

today felt like i was living on my own.  people werent around so much.  i woke up late, read a little, then slept a little more.  then i made myself a few cups of nice coffee. and nerded out on my computer for a bit.  then i rode my bike into the center area, and just had a nice walk. its really windy here today. i went and bought a nice bottle of wine as a gift for cassidy. and i got some beer, so i can relax and enjoy a movie tonight and have some beer. just a nice william day, and a mellow expectant night. and i also got a sweater that is a bit to large for me, but i liked it anyway.

i have been getting into writing my poems in spanish. it is really great.

so sick

been getting into the silver jews lately, a little bit.

ottis redding.

the unicorns suffered a revival in my mind.

some total reincarnation of mine simple plans

recreational dart throwing on the streets of montreal

a liver thats decrepit sissified and old

a leper thats bonofied glorified and sold

told that it fits the perfect mold

a saturnine bliss waiting to be given to mine arms

blissful baby blue

to consecrate my wishes and has been told too much

she longs

but doesnt tell me , that i am to lustful and unabashed in my simplicity

youthfull vigor and longing

and shyness of a million infants not yet taught the disarming smile

the retractible comment, or the odiferous gaze under street lights

flagged and flagstones underneath

stricken with night heat and stuck in a ditch with wine in a plastic cup

love fulfilled to the brim of lawless chalice

stricken with unleashed gried, torn too

i feel sick to my stomach today. my mind kind of totally let loose in france, getting mentaly destroyed, i wrote about 6 thousand poems in my head over and over again.

now im probably paying for it through some cosmic bastardly penence.

STOMACH FORTIFY!!!! GO!!!

i wanna canada

i wanna be a cool rock and roller from canada

all the cool creeps are from canada..

its just seems to me lately that alot of good bands come out of canada.

ghost dog: the way of the samurai

when i get a dog, it will be named ghost dog, a nice grey snowy looking shepherd like dog.

this movie is seriously awesome, forest whitaker is awesome.  its just a beautiful movie, kind of cheesy at times, but really meaningful if you let it be.  look under the cheesy shots of forest when he puts his gun in his holster, and swishes it around like a katana.  the movie can be deep if you let it be. i mean, the guy’s best friend doesnt even speak the same language as him.

and the RZA at the end, in the camo suit, with the brass nuckles, “peace and equality”. that was pretty cool also.

i have this book, “the art of peace”, and you all should seriously consider reading it. its got some pretty cool things to say.

i liked the small sayings in this movie.  one part talked about how you should meditate on the iminence of death, about being killed, at any moment. that you are allready dead, and death should be a thing that you accept. i thought that was a very interesting thing.

book fief, to add to my fiefdom

i got from school the book “king alcohol” by jack london, in dutch. ive been reading what i can of it, and its pretty cool. reading in this other language right now is like reading with foggy dark glasses on all the time, you miss some words and some story line. i am looking forward to reading it in english, cuz i havent done it yet.

in dutch its “koning alcohol”.

and a watch update on my watch. i got it at walmart, in some towne, almost a year ago, for 7 dollars, and its still ticking. its a true hero. suprising.

kerstmas

het is bijna kertsvacancies. alleen een week op school, en dan ik ben vrij.  volgende weekend ik ga naar parijs met mijn gast familie. het ga leuk worden denk ik.  misschien ik ga een beetje winkeling doen.  een nieuwe jas kopen of zo.

het is heel koud hier.

house of the dead (1978)   is a pretty damn cool movie…

hells rejects is a fucking terrible movie…damn it rob zombie

28 weeks later pales in comparison to its prelude 28 days later…

the rurouni kenshin OVA mini series is awesome…

goede films

quicksilverscreen.com

that is pretty cool…i dont undertand how it survives. i think its because it is just a place where people can upload videos they have, and that escapes  the long arm of the law i believe.

its occupied my life pretty hard, and it will take yours for a while also.

danks to seedy freeedy